The Mormon Third Eye has talked about
Heaven before, often in the context of what makes us happy. You can
read more about it here, here, here, here, and here. We often
entertain thoughts of a perfect world in the future filled with our
favorite things and people, or we describe “heaven on earth” as a
particularly wonderful event or existence frozen in current time and
space. The Mormon Third Eye, however, goes beyond the present and
the future into the past to find Heaven. It happened two nights
ago... in the dream.
Two nights ago the necessary strains of
my 56-year old body would not let me sleep so I wandered upstairs
into my college daughter's empty bedroom to avoid punishing my wife
with my insomnia. We had our temple shift to work Saturday morning so
it was important that at least one of us got a good night's sleep.
After endless tosses and turns and Seminary New Testament manual
musings, I finally fell asleep.
I was awakened in my unusually
realistic dream by the appearance of my college-age daughter as a
cute, bouncy toddler wearing a white temple blessing dress. She
flitted from toy to toy around the room and we had a grand time
playing together and reading bedtime stories like we used to;
however, the only phrase tumbling out of her two-year old mouth was a
perky “I'm all grown up now daddy!” It seemed like heaven.
Then my married and soon-to-be father
adult son entered the room dressed in the white clothes he wore when
he was baptized at age 8- more heaven. We played and talked and
laughed together as a young family for awhile. I texted my wife to
come upstairs and join the fun. She quickly arrived and was
pleasantly shocked with our ability to magically transport back in
time to the youth of our grown children. While we both wanted the
joy of this impossible experience to last forever, reality started
slowly encroaching into my subconscious and we feared that if we left
the room to get ready for our temple shift, we would lose them.
However, we made the right choice and I woke up. And suddenly, my
daughter was still in college in Utah, and my son and his wife were
still expecting the birth of their first child again. Just like that
it was over.
The dream left a lasting impression on
me. While I found heaven in the memories of joyful times spent with
my young family, I'm glad that's all they are- memories. I wouldn't
want to miss enjoying their bright future trapped in the past!
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